What Would Mandi Do?
May13

What Would Mandi Do?

What would Mandi do? That is the first thing that comes to mind when I wake up, trying to hold back a tsunami of tears. I keep telling myself this is going to get easier and in time I will find a way to accept what has happened. Everyone is different and how people grieve is as unique as their fingerprint. There really is no timeframe to reference nor a perfect how-to guide on how to make the process easier. Mandi always seemed to...

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Walking in the Fog
May06

Walking in the Fog

It has been almost a month now since I lost the most precious thing in my life and it feels like yesterday. Loosing someone you spent almost every day with for the last eleven years is harder than I had ever imagined. Mandi and I would talk occasionally about what would happen if this day would come but honestly, I refused to imagine that someday my beautiful wife would no longer be by my side. But here we are, the thing I tried so...

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Mandi’s Story
Apr25

Mandi’s Story

Susan G. Komen featured a documentary of Mandi recently. I have a hard time watching it without breaking down in to tears, but it is a beautiful tribute to my wife. My biggest hope is that this video helps bring awareness to metastatic breast cancer as it is the reason she is not here with me today. So many amazing people are lost to this terrible disease and we need a cure now before we loose any more to this nightmare. Cancer does...

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Live Forever
Apr19

Live Forever

Mandi, you will live forever through me and all the people you have touched and inspired in your life. This is not the end, only the beginning of another chapter. I will never be the same without you, and will forever be the love of your life. You were my best friend, and I shared the most precious memories I will ever have in my life with you. Sleep in peace now my love, there is no more pain. I could write several books about my...

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